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Friday, August 29, 2003
3:03AM
see.. "friends only" means...only for the eyes of friends. its highly flattering..that someone would go to all incredible lengths to read my journal..such as getting on the journal as someone listed as my friend..and "accidentally" viewing my journal..the sad part is they were using the info in there to start a fight with my friend..on her bday..causing more trouble..when everything was fine. sorry i dont waste my time talking about this person to other people..or writing about them here..but enough is enough..i'm not unblocking them to talk..but i want them to know that they need to cut the crap..keep my name out of their mouth..and leave me alone! 'nuff said!
Tuesday, August 26, 2003
12:13AM
My journal is now Friends Only! In order to read and comment you need to have a livejournal, and for me to add you onto my list in order to read this. I don't want people reading this and talking to people about it..so only people i trust get to read.
Friday, August 22, 2003
6:55PM
"To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore.
It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.
Letting go isn't winning and it isn't losing.
It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear,
and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past.
Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts,
and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness.
It's not giving in or giving up.
Letting go isn't about loss, and it's not defeat.
To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and to move on.
It is having an open mind and confidence in the future.
Letting go is accepting.
It is learning and experiencing and growing.
To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh,
made you cry and made you grow.
It's about all that you have,
all that you had and all that you will soon gain.
Letting go is having the courage to accept change,
and the strength to keep moving.
Letting go is growing up.
It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy.
To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and to set yourself free."
Wednesday, August 13, 2003
1:49PM
they always seem to fit...
August 12th 2003-horoscope
Stability is fleeting. Nothing seems to stay where you put it. Someone that you thought you knew is acting like a person that you don't know at all. If these changes disturb you, you're in good company. You may not be able to reverse the flow, but you can certainly guide it. Great things are possible when enough people think constructively. Even so, you need to treat yourself well through all the excitement.
Friday, August 8, 2003
Wednesday, July 23, 2003
Rachel - Your real name should be Rachel. People
with the name Rachel are usually very
opinionated, artistic, and love good music. You
are very lucky you got this name. Congrats,
you're cool.
What should your name be?
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Wednesday, July 9, 2003
today i went to Ross..and i got 2 pairs of jeans and 2 pairs of shoes. i got converse and they are the slip on kind, and i got van's for my work shoes. they are so cute so im happy :) i cant wait to leave on friday..1:35 is the flight woo hoo i get to sleep in :) i gotta go buy a blank tape so i can tape big brother 4 while im gone hehe.
Sunday, July 6, 2003
so let it be known..i just sent out a letter..i call it the *i just confessed a lot of shit to you so you need to call me asap before i freak out* letter. so..if i die..its probably because of that lol. anyway..i leave for NC on Friday..and i think i come back the 20th. :)
Friday, July 4, 2003
11:11PM
well..went to mary's for the bbq. it was ok..i listened to my music..till christine came back from work. like 5 people were like *whats wrong with you..you look so sad* and i guess it was showing..im usually better at keeping that stuff away so people cant tell..theres only a select few i actually clue in when something is up. so i was jus like..*nothings wrong* and so i jus kept to myself. then when christine got home..we went to see the HT fireworks..it was ok i guess..nothing spectacular.
thank god im feeling better than i did last nite..i was realli down..but amy is a good kid *nods* thanks :) hopefully i jus like..forget about it and move on. so thats the plan..im sure it wont work..but hey atleast ill try.
Thursday, July 3, 2003
my life is amazing right now. *rolls eyes*
"Now I know that I messed up
I was trying to give us time
But I see she took that time to find somebody else
What happened to the things she felt for me
Am I really a part of her past
I showed her
I let my pride take me far away
From the only woman I loved
I showed her
Now she has found someone new
And her life will go on
And I'm all alone
But I showed her"
"Fear makes you fragile darling
Hate is too heavy when you're weak"
i hope carlos gets hit by a bus. *sigh of relief* that makes me feel better. the summer is like half over (by the time i get back from vaca) and hes still playin his lil games. *growl*
going shopping tomorrow..i gotta get a skirt for my cousin's wedding. i leave for NC on the 11th and i come back the 20th. i dont wanna go to the wedding..im not a wedding person..*save me* but im bringing a phone card so i can call my people and get back to reality. :)
Wednesday, July 2, 2003
time: 6:00 pm
series one-your
name: rachael kennedy
age: 15
birthdate: sept. 13, 1987
interests: this is a general question so ill give a general answer...music!
series two--describe
your heritage: a shit load of stuff, english/welsh/irish/dutch/all the stuff in europe or whatever but no german :)
your hair: dark brown/shoulder length/layers
your eyes: blue
your fears: being alone
your perfect pizza: jus cheese..little sauce..yupp...
one thing you'd like to achieve: pass my chem final? lmao i hope i did..i guess i'll find out when i get my report card.
series three--what is…
your most overused phrase on aim: "LOL" "LMAO" "ya"
the first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes
your best physical feature: haha
your greatest accomplishment: school.
your most missed memory: friendships from elementary skool.
your favorite article of clothing: my jeans that kinda look countryish..they make me feel all decked out in LMLT attire.
pepsi or coke: pepsi
mcdonald's or burger king: LMAO im torn j/k! BK cuz their food is actually good..and i dont work there haha.
single or group dates: *shrugs*
adidas or nike: who cares
lipton ice tea or nestea: lipton
chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
series five--do you...
smoke: no
cuss: yes
sing well: nope
take a shower everyday: yes
have a crush(es): sure
think you've been in love: no
want to go to college: yes
like high school: its ok..something steady.
want to get married: someday
type w/ your fingers on the right keys: sometimes..when i TRY other times i get all kinds of weird typos :)
think you're attractive: no
series six--in the past 3 months, did/have you...
drank alcohol: yes..kelli's engagement party.
smoked: no
done a drug: no
eaten an entire box of oreos: no
been on stage: no
been dumped: no
gone skating: no
made homemade cookies: ya but im so bakin my mom a cake tomorrow lmao
been in love: with my family/friends? sure
dyed your hair: nope
stolen anything: nope
series seven--have you ever...
been called a tease: .nope
gotten beaten up: no lol cept emma bit the shit outta me yesterday and she scratched my hand with her nail..ill get u back
shoplifted: when i was like 4
changed who you were to fit in: i'm sure i have at some point. But then at some point we all grow up and none of it matters anymore. People either accept you or they don't, and if they don't then they suck.
series eight--the future
numbers and names of children: lmao no idea
describe your dream wedding: hmm..a nice dress..lots of people...good reception haha
how do you want to die: peacefully?
what country would you most like to visit: nothing specific.
series nine--opposite sex
best eye color: brown
best hair color: light brown
short or long hair: shortish...not like longer than shoulders..and if its long it hasta be like kept
best height: it would rock to have someone taller than me..but i always end up goin for the short ones
best weight: there isnt one.
best articles of clothing: *shrugs*
best first date location: umm..
series ten--number of...
number of drugs taken illegally: 0
number of people i could trust with my life: 5...and most are family.
number of cds that i own: i forget the number..a lot tho.
number of piercings: 2..one in each ear.
number of tattoos: 0
number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: more than 5..less than 10? stuff for honor roll and stuff in the local town paper.
number of scars on my body: about 7 or so. the one i hate the most is the big one on my knee (running after a softball when i was like 9 and fell on a gravel driveway..total chunk of skin came out LMAO so nasty..but anyway its big and yucky scar...not that anyone sees it) but ya thats like one of the reasons i dont wear shorts..im self concious about it..it really bothers me.
number of things in my past that i regret: no specific number..a few things here and there
series eleven--right now
wearing: a red tshirt, n red christmas pj pants.
thinking of: what cd to put on
watching: the computer screen.
date: July 2, 2003...moosher's bday :)
time: 6:56 pm
Tuesday, July 1, 2003
see..i don't do too good with rejection. hm, im sure not many people do..but yeah. when im attached to something..its hard to just cut off all ties. but its really my only option..cuz theres jus some people in my life that aren't making my life any better or easier..frankly..they are making it worse..making me worse..bringing me down. so i guess i should cut them off..not that they seem to care anyway..but i just need to get myself to let it go.
1:28AM
wow..i got a "news update" today on carlos..and it really didn't bother me all that much..after i got the full story..thats a good sign rite? i think it is..kinda like letting go..so ya..good stuff comes out of bad situations i guess.
kCjO6789: hahahah i cant wait for prom
kCjO6789: were gonna totally crash the party
kCjO6789: omg i could totally picture him ina pimp hat with blingbling
kCjO6789: seriously, in our pic he can come with us under each arm, and we can get him to wear a pimp suit with a hat
Rach1331: haha OO OO and a feather in the hat!!
true yo..way to plan 11 months early...haha its gonna be amazing lol. n kc is on a crazy hunt for riding boots..shes gonna pull a michelle for prom..wow i really got her started on this. i was all like anti prom for years..but hey..what the hell..it only happens twice so why not.
Monday, June 30, 2003
11:19PM
Scott really does like Michelle Branch..really..i didn't make him pose like this..not at all..
haha aww look at my cute cat in the background on the chair..too adorable :)
Thursday, June 26, 2003
12:39AM
wee seeing Michelle on sat..meeting up with kick ass MBMBers..gonna be fun stuff! TOTAL brilliance tonite..me and raven came to the conclusion that I need to make Michelle a video of me goofying around to her songs..so i conned Amy and KC into it..and we are gonna make it Friday..definitely LMLT..and others..ill save a copy for myself :) updates later on!
Friday, June 20, 2003
9:54PM
well..g-mom is about to leave tomorrow..scott left tonite. haha interesting week. scott came..thursday and stayed till tonite. it was fun. he got to see g-mom and stuff..we were chillin..aka relaxing haha. it was really cool. i <3 scott..and the rambling over and over of g-mom.
<3 <3
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